Publishing this Belief with Private Thought processes. By: David Hoffmeister. from Hander cholpan's blog
One of many biggest secrets we try to keep is a sense of autonomy and pride. The idea or feeling that you will be important in a few special way, that you will be loved by a special person, that somebody is giving you special attention, they are some of the ego's very subtle secrets. We are attempting to hide our Divine Self and are playing every one of these different games, which seem to be very upsetting. It is pretty depressing and it surely doesn't go anywhere, so we try to obtain scraps of special love, attention and recognition to prop ourselves up.
We work so difficult at becoming “better people”, at gaining greater intelligence and more skills. We want to be liked more and be much more popular. The whole self-help industry is centered on improving the self in order to develop into a better you. That's another trick we secretly play on ourselves, thinking we've to keep spinning our wheels trying to become better. This self-improvement game is another secret we could to master to release of. It is very relaxing when you start to understand that you don't have to become any benefit than you already are. You had been created perfect. It is not through self-improvement that you find peace but through self-acceptance.
As I caused A Course in Miracles, I possibly could note that there is a fear of divine love within my mind. I realized this is the ego's anxiety about losing itself. The ego is afraid of being exposed and being seen as a puff of nothingness. That's driving a car of intimacy acim audio. We discuss this fear in relationships, which might be projected as anxiety about sexual intimacy, but it is really a fear of dropping our persona, our mask of individuality. It is driving a car of getting swept away by a glorious love, a love so powerful that none of us will even imagine something as glorious and powerful!
For me personally, those will be the big secrets, as it doesn't start with this particular great awareness. It always starts with feeling like you've done something very wrong, whether you've masturbated, stolen something, mistreated somebody, or there is something in your thoughts that you've judged as so hideous that that you do not even want to handle it, you only want to forget about it and push it out of awareness.
Underneath all those memories and thoughts, could be the belief that individuals are separated. This is actually the “secret” we hide. It is actually an impossible belief, but we believe that it is true; We've judged it as horrific and have pushed it out of awareness. All unconscious guilt comes from this belief in separation. And as you probably give yourself to the miracle, you feel all those hidden beliefs and secrets are now being washed away and you finally face this hidden belief in separation!
A Course In Miracles is a guide which brings you tools to reverse all fearful thoughts and beliefs. Using these tools afford them the ability to obtain the complete sense of freedom and peace you've been yearning for.
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